We have a heartbeat!!!!

Well I really think this is it.After thinking we might get twins.It is only one with one strong h/b 122 bpm..I am so excited.I cant wait.After many of betas I think I can relax now.I cant wait for my next u/s next week to see my little bean again.I am waiting till next week to post the picture.The one they gave me you cant see very well.Again Thank you God..

Beta#2

I am so happy.I think I can finally relax.The second beta is in and it is 89!!!!!I cant believe it!!!!!I go back on Friday for the third beta.Please God let it rise.I am very happy that GOD has gave us this speacial Gift.Thank you God...

Beta is in!!!!!

I got my beta back and it was 32!!!I guess it is a little low but,at least it is positive!!!!I have to go back on Wednesday to get another beta.I have been feeling ok here lately.I did spot a little last night when I wiped.Very very little brown discharge.So I am thinking brown is old.I hope everything is ok.I have got to keep testing till Wednesday.Its the only think that gives me a peace of mind.I am posting my picture of 14dpo test.11DP3DT..It is darker today....

Its bfp!!!!!

I can't beleive it.I was about to throw the test int he trash and I have a second line.Omg I cant beleive it ..It worked...Now the hard part waiting until the beta..Its not till Monday but at least I know that it did work!!!!It cant be the trigger cause remember I had a beta and it was less then 2.So it has to be new!!!!I am still not getting to excited because it was very light but it was there and it came up within 2 minutes!!!!!

How could she be so stupid..Grrr...

So I had to go to the RE yesterday.I had to have my progesterone and E2 level checked.When I got there she had a big HCG on the paper.I asked her isnt it to early to test that.She said No he should know something today.So I got all excited and went home and waited for them to call.They never called.So I called them.The stupid nurse got on the phone and said Mrs Finnegan I am sorry I wasnt suppose to run the Hcg.I was so mad at her because I said well what was it?She said less then 2 OMG..I lost it.I started bawling.Dr H got on the phone and said Leslie DO NOT WORRY...Ok easy for him to say.He said it is way to early.Ok I am only 9dpo yesterday but still.I cant help but to worry ..You know what I mean..This was my only shot at this.So I have been so depressed since then..I just want so bad for this to work.

I have no sympthoms today at all.Exept for the stupid af coming.I cant beleive that I have had to go through all theese shots and now I am going to have a bfn.I will test tommorow but I am sure I will see a bfn...

We transfered two 8 cell embies!!!

Well sorry I am a little late posting this.I have been trying to stay away form the computer as much as possiable.I got to the clinic and Dr H said all 6 made it to 8 cell grade 1..Wow I wanted to transfer 3 put he said I wouldnt do that.So I went with what the RE thought he said if I transfered 3 We would more then likely get trips.I do not want that..So We transfered two...I have been having some cramps and alot of gass.I have been having very vivid dreams also.I cant wait till Saturday.I will be 11dpo then.I will test.I did test my trigger out.It is gone..So anything now is a true bfp..I pray God please let this work...

I am so happy!!!!

Well the nurse called today.She said all six fertilized!!!Woo hoo.She made my day.Today was a good day.Family came down and we ate and cooked and just enjoyed every one together as a family.I cant wait till tommorow to eat Thanksgiving dinner witht the family.Friday will be here before I know it.We are bringing our embabies home...

My ET...mAJIC NUMBER 6

It was really painful for me.I woke up crying it hurt so bad.I was in the room for almost an hour.The nurse said that they were pushing alot on my left side.It was really hard for them to get anything from my left side because it was so deep.After I woke up the RE came in and said we got 6 eggs.I started bawling like a big old baby.I guess it must of been the drugs.Well I am going to blame it on that anyway.I was very very sore yesterday.I had very bad gas pains and my back hurt bad.I took 2 pain meds and off to bed I went.Thank God for mom watching the baby...

It was not bad at all

Looks like I made it throught the trigger.I had to triggger last night at 8:30 pm.Tiffanee came over to give it to me.Kevin had to work nights.What a day to have to work nights huh..Anyway we watched a movie sister hood of the traveling pants.The entire movie I could hardly watch it.I was so worried about that big needle..EEEK..I am so scared of needles.So at 8:00 I started putting ice on my back side.It was so numb.We dobne it in the bathroom.She got it all mixed and got the shot at 8:30.It wasnt that bad.I did get it closer to the hip then the butt.I hope it still works.I was worried it would not work but now here I am so sleepy and boobs hurt.So I am sure it worked.I go at 7 am in the morning for the ER...I cant wait...

Couln't of been a better appointment!!!!!!!

Well I got up this morning running late and had to go get my sister.I got to her house and she wasn't even dressed yet.I thought for sure I was going to be late.We get to the RE and I can not find a parking spot.The vala was not open today.Great I have to walk all the way across the parking garage and be lost..So I did just like I thought .I got lost trying to find a place to park.Damn it..Well after I finally found my way and got to see the RE .I got great news.Thats right I am triggering tonight!!!!Woo hoo.He said I should have about 9 follies to choose from.I am so scared of this needle Omg.I have to trigger at 8:30 tonight.Wish me luck..I am so scared I took that needle out and looked at it.It is huge..So I am ready.I can not wait till the trasfer.Tuesday morning at 7am..I asked the RE how much percent does he give me of getting pregnant.He says 90% plus baby!!!!!Wooo hooo What a wonderful day!!!!

Got to have faith

Well today I woke up thinking that what if this doesn't work?Well you know what? I have got to have faith in God that it is going to work.I got a call from the fertility center yesterday and they wanted another 600 for embryo freezing.No I can not spend no more money.I am not having no more children after this.So I have faith in God this is going to work.Then RE calls last night and says well you havent Ovulated yet.Well I sure hope I have not Ovulated Yet.Omg ..Will this ever end?He says I was just telling you your E2 level was 1,114 and Progesterone level was 1.6.I was thinking I hope you know better then me that I havent Oed yet lol..Just one more night of stimms and the Trigger on Sunday.Thank you God..I have Faith..

On Day 8 of stimms....

I Can not beleive I am on day 8 ..Omg Not much longer now...I got my follie numbers today

Right side-20.21mm16.19mm11.10mm12.10mm14.13mm13.13mm15.14mm
Left side-21.21mm16.17mm10.10 He said left side is deep down hard to see

E2-724 6 days of stimms progesterone 6

Looks like trigger will be Sunday and ER Will be Tuesday the 25th...

On the Road to Ivf again...

Well after two months of waiting I am happy to say we are on the road to Ivf agin.I am on day 8 of Lupron and waiting on af to get here.I got all my meds in the mail now I am ready to start stimms.I cant wait..Come on af.Should be here today.I cant wait to go to my baseline u/s..I hope my overies are quiet so we can start stimms!!!Looks like setimated egg retrieval date will be November 25th..Egg trasfer will be November 28 08...

August 5th 2008..Sarted Lupron today..

I was very happy to be able to start Lupron injections today.I was very scared but it did not hurt at all...I had Tiffanee give them to me.She took the injection class with me.It seems really easy.I just hope after all theese shots that it will bring me a bfp in the end...

Its getting closer

Its not much longer.I will be starting theese shots on Tuesday.I am really happy and scared too.I will be having Et on September 4rth..Wow It has all went so fast.I think theese bcps are making me very moody.I know that when I get theese shots done that they are also going to make me very moody..It is getting so close.It will be here before I know it...Dh had a s/a every thing looked good .I am hoping to be pregnant very soon...

The ball is rolling now

I can't beleive that I am about to do Ivf.I feel very scared and I am so scared it might not work.I know that if it is meant to be it will be.I know you think you have enough kids already woman but I can not help my heart.Here I am with a pulling at my heart for just one more.Well I have had my cd-4 u/s and bloodwork and got my medications ordered.I have to take my class on August 4rth at 10:00 AM...I am already taken the birth control pills for 19 days.It wont be long now till I will be taking the shots..