The ball is rolling now

I can't beleive that I am about to do Ivf.I feel very scared and I am so scared it might not work.I know that if it is meant to be it will be.I know you think you have enough kids already woman but I can not help my heart.Here I am with a pulling at my heart for just one more.Well I have had my cd-4 u/s and bloodwork and got my medications ordered.I have to take my class on August 4rth at 10:00 AM...I am already taken the birth control pills for 19 days.It wont be long now till I will be taking the shots..