We have a heartbeat!!!!

Well I really think this is it.After thinking we might get twins.It is only one with one strong h/b 122 bpm..I am so excited.I cant wait.After many of betas I think I can relax now.I cant wait for my next u/s next week to see my little bean again.I am waiting till next week to post the picture.The one they gave me you cant see very well.Again Thank you God..

Beta#2

I am so happy.I think I can finally relax.The second beta is in and it is 89!!!!!I cant believe it!!!!!I go back on Friday for the third beta.Please God let it rise.I am very happy that GOD has gave us this speacial Gift.Thank you God...

Beta is in!!!!!

I got my beta back and it was 32!!!I guess it is a little low but,at least it is positive!!!!I have to go back on Wednesday to get another beta.I have been feeling ok here lately.I did spot a little last night when I wiped.Very very little brown discharge.So I am thinking brown is old.I hope everything is ok.I have got to keep testing till Wednesday.Its the only think that gives me a peace of mind.I am posting my picture of 14dpo test.11DP3DT..It is darker today....

Its bfp!!!!!

I can't beleive it.I was about to throw the test int he trash and I have a second line.Omg I cant beleive it ..It worked...Now the hard part waiting until the beta..Its not till Monday but at least I know that it did work!!!!It cant be the trigger cause remember I had a beta and it was less then 2.So it has to be new!!!!I am still not getting to excited because it was very light but it was there and it came up within 2 minutes!!!!!

How could she be so stupid..Grrr...

So I had to go to the RE yesterday.I had to have my progesterone and E2 level checked.When I got there she had a big HCG on the paper.I asked her isnt it to early to test that.She said No he should know something today.So I got all excited and went home and waited for them to call.They never called.So I called them.The stupid nurse got on the phone and said Mrs Finnegan I am sorry I wasnt suppose to run the Hcg.I was so mad at her because I said well what was it?She said less then 2 OMG..I lost it.I started bawling.Dr H got on the phone and said Leslie DO NOT WORRY...Ok easy for him to say.He said it is way to early.Ok I am only 9dpo yesterday but still.I cant help but to worry ..You know what I mean..This was my only shot at this.So I have been so depressed since then..I just want so bad for this to work.

I have no sympthoms today at all.Exept for the stupid af coming.I cant beleive that I have had to go through all theese shots and now I am going to have a bfn.I will test tommorow but I am sure I will see a bfn...

We transfered two 8 cell embies!!!

Well sorry I am a little late posting this.I have been trying to stay away form the computer as much as possiable.I got to the clinic and Dr H said all 6 made it to 8 cell grade 1..Wow I wanted to transfer 3 put he said I wouldnt do that.So I went with what the RE thought he said if I transfered 3 We would more then likely get trips.I do not want that..So We transfered two...I have been having some cramps and alot of gass.I have been having very vivid dreams also.I cant wait till Saturday.I will be 11dpo then.I will test.I did test my trigger out.It is gone..So anything now is a true bfp..I pray God please let this work...